Friday, February 17, 2006 / Friday, February 17, 2006
left was hellish ever since the day of my loss of hp..i
REALLY REALLY hate slping in sch's lib nw..nv knew such evil ppl exists...
juz found out like 2 days ago exams are coming next week...n to think i still had tt assumption tt nxt wk is study wk...argh..hw nice..
had a new job at swiss club...
highest paying job i ever had...wrked dere e 2nd time last evening...was beat tired..walked out of econs class 1/2 way cuz it's 545...n i realli ran to the bus stop...nice feeling to run again after so long...but aint tt nice to be running in tt panicky state..still...missed the bus..took a cab in...cuz....i guess it'll take me 2 hrs to go in by foot...
the thought of going pontini to find her after wrk diminishes as i realised
'i realli cant make it le' its been a long day..moreover..still irritated with jonathan for freaking me up on valentine for nothin...juz bcuz he tout i purposely didnt wana work..haiz..it juz doesnt pay to be kind. now i noe..still...i put his nasty remark aside n helped out at the back...cuz poor her was doin all the things alone...the others? well..those beside her doesnt seem to be of much help..nw i noe e reason fer her aging process le...
heard frm sis tt she was feelin upset abt tt freakin letter..woke up immediately n called her..but she didnt pick up..felt bad tt i wasnt dere fer her when she needed some words of comfort.. juz gt to noe wad tt complaint is abt...
freaking guest...make a big fuss over such a small matter..every1 may nt trust her tt she did inform the guest abt every detail tt she noes...but i will. cuz i trust tt she's nt some1 whom will deny n run when there's some shit to face. wadever it is...i
hope shes feeling betta...
*look at e lovely thingy on top of ur radio larrr*=p
i m juz praying tt shit stops going to her. if it does. i guess its got something to do with my bad dragon year thingy le...argh.some matters kept ringing in my head..they juz couldnt get off..esp when so many shit happened lately..fer nw. i juz wana
indulge in my exams. everythin else, we'll talk latr.
it feels tt things had changed
n i dunno y.
perhaps its time.